Blah I can't sleep.
I don't know why.
I'm tired. Very. But there's just something that's keeping me from sleeping.
After looking at what I wrote below, I feel a little immature.
I love rainbows.
Wow.
I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.
It's just a little strange to me.
I feel like I do many things that are strange in general.
I dont enjoy seeing people .
Sometimes.
Not always. Just sometimes.
There's just something in me that's not longing it.
It's like there's something trapped inside; my true self; that I want to show people,
but it's just way tooo difficult .
Too hard to express myself.
My brain feels even too intricate for my mind to imagine.
Yes, I know, it is pretty ironic.
Life is just strange to me.
I love my life sometimes, yet I hate it sometimes.
I think everyone gets that.
There are days where I feel like I"m the shittiest person on the planet.
Yet there are days when I'm up on Cloud Nine.
It's very moody & depressing @ times.
Sometimes I'm ADD, but sometimes I'm just straight serious.
I dont know what I want.
I never do.
I'm only 16.
Just turned it too.
I just don't know who I am yet.
I'm still trying to find myself.
Watch out world, I'm coming out soon.
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